Dear Future Me

I thought this would be a good place to start, in regards to me being introspective. But i don’t really want to dictate to my future self about the if’s, when’s, how’s and why’s. Let’s keep the intrigue alive.

Of course i like thinking about the what can be and what possibly will be. Thinking about where i could be, what I’ll be doing, who i’ll be doing it with. So many questions waiting to be asked, because who really knows what is going to happen. I don’t want to know what is going to happen. Isn’t life supposed to be a surprise? Is it really a life lived, if you’re planning every little second of it. Of course it isn’t. Most people have an idea of where they want to be and what they want to be doing.

I have to be honest; i am 36 years old and i’m still not entirely sure what i want to do. All i know is that i want my family and my children to be happy and healthy. To be able to acheive anything they put their mind to. To be fulfilled and to love and be loved. I’m also not going to dictate what they want to do with their lives. I want them to decide for themselves what makes them happy, and i will support them 100%. Let them make up their own mind. Freedom of speech and freedom of thought.

I have lots of thoughts and plans that i would like to come to fruition. Some may happen, some may not.  But that is life isn’t it? I say, if it’s meant to happen, then will. I believe a higher being has a plan for everyone, but you will never know exactly what it is. And that is the beauty of life.

Stress less and enjoy each moment as it comes