so easy to lose track and lose focus

to forget where you’re supposed to be doing and where you’re supposed to be going

life happens and chaos ensues

lack of regular access to technology (broken tablet and laptop), also makes things a little bit difficult.

Late nights may become a regular thing, as I wait for my other half to go to bed and i can borrow his Laptop!

A simple update; i have not abandoned you all and i look forward to rebooting my mind and back into writing mode 🙂


I think I may think too much.

A thought comes to my mind and then explodes.

No such thing as a single thought. Can’t just think that something is going to happen and that’s it.

There are a million probabilities and possibilities. What if this happens, or how is this going to work. Why am I doing this? Why is this happening? When is this going to happen, or when is this going to work out?

The mind just goes into overdrive and goes on its own adventure. Sometimes you can control it and sometimes you just got to let it go.

Time to let go and just think


Where Do I Go?

Feeling a little lost. Like I’m losing direction.

It feels like I’m putting more emphasis on certain aspects of my life, and not focussing on others.

It’s like walking a tightrope, and one foul step and it’s all going to fall apart. I think some priortising is needed. Deciding what is important, and what becomes secondary. Definitely not less important or significant, but make life a little more manageable and feel like that my life; my families life, has a direction and a goal.

Even just writing this, I feel like I can go forward and just nail it 🙂

Knock it out of the ballpark, as they say